| "Nước sông không phạm nước giếng. Xin để nước sông yên."
Insult me all you want. We'll deal with each other. Don't pull him into this. or else. không khách sáo. |
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| aaaaaa nhức đầu quá!... What a lame headache! My head just suddenly hurts so much, what the pig?! oh no still gotta finish something.... aaaaaa úm ba la xì bùa headache go away preaseeee!!!!!!!! >__(\..... |
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| Omg. I felt a tear at the corner of my eye... What the...?! .... Now on two eyes there are tears... what the hell is this?!
I hate being like this... I really do... but somehow i keep catching myself being this way, helplessly.
Don't know what's up with my own feelings and emotions anymore. |
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| Yep! That's what i'm trying to do right now! It's gonna be okay, Nguyên. Be strong! You can overcome this! Everything will be okay at the end. Don't waste the tears... Don't be weak... Don't give in... BE STRONG!!! You know you can do this! Time can heal everything!!! BE STRONG! BE STRONG! BE STRONG! BE STRONG! BE STRONG! BE STRONG! |
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| sigh... I did something weird today.... or i've been so weird today... What am i really doing?! I don't like it. I don't like what I have been doing at all. I think I made him mad... :( but i really don't know what to do anymore. It drives me insane... Have I really fallen hard?! I don't want to though... it's so... different... well, scratch that... I want to/should fall in love since i'm in a relationship already... but all the emotions and feelings that I have now... they feel so unhealthy... I miss him a lot. Everything around me feels a bit empty without... I thought it could be filled with friends and school... but after the whole day, there is still that period of time before sleep.... the time that I miss him a lot more compared to the whole day... it drives me crazy realizing how much i miss him and how deep i might have fallen already... It's something i'm hesistating whether I should tell him or not. I'm afraid that it might be a burden on him... or idk if he'd think that it's too corny and cheesy hearing it T.,T .... yeahh girls were born to think with complication. sighh... Still more than one week till the next time I see him... Hopefully my life gets a lil busier so I won't feel this miserably everyday...
As much as I dislike being this way, I don't regret liking and missing him... Sorry and Thank you, anh =]
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